Dear, dear, friend of mine, im sorry you are only 19.. I wish you would heed my warnings that you are no longer a boy in the eyes of the law... staring you down, giving them a reason, you should know better... don't think that your blessed mother of utter follies will bail you out for the rest of your existence, it just don't work like that... your sister? Your sister loves you dear sir and I'm afraid you will place your existence into her hands when the time is just right. Please sir, think, its not too late. You will be in my prayers and I hope cosmically you will be granted another chance, a chance that it is your own not to FUCK UP!